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- Loved the task, esp. the nipple clamps
At the beginning the stroking felt so good and I hoped that it would go on for a long time, but near the end it almost became torture. Never thought that could happen. So again a memorable day.
Jana's Lounge, 2013
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you are welcome to help me improving my english skills as it is not my first language.
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Moments
- The moment you realize that after reaching the end of page 2 you have already taken 1 hour of continuos stroking and edging.
The moment you realize it will take you much, much longer too finish, going slower and slower to keep counting.
The moment you realize that no amount of stroking and edging is too much, regardless how ridiculous the demanded amount is. You can do it and you can do it again. And again. It's almost of an hypnotic quality.
The moment you realize that the edge is the new orgasm. And orgasm is a just faint memory. And that is accepted again.
The moment you realize you have completely surrendered your sexuality. To J.
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I was short on words the last 2 days, therefore I have some more time today.
I have finished my 10 hours of naked awake time on sunday evening. The last hour of it was...great! I saved my 20 minutes of porn to once again read stories and finding some good online resouces for D/s.
For the last 40 minutes, I cleaned my room. That damn dust, it tends to come always back...
But deep down I knew, Jana would be pleased by this.
The writing is still slightly visible, despite showering and not reapplying lipstick anymore. Slowly how this writing fades, Jana will probably leave my life.
Day 57:
I have finished my 10 hours of naked awake time on sunday evening. The last hour of it was...great! I saved my 20 minutes of porn to once again read stories and finding some good online resouces for D/s.
For the last 40 minutes, I cleaned my room. That damn dust, it tends to come always back...
But deep down I knew, Jana would be pleased by this.
The writing is still slightly visible, despite showering and not reapplying lipstick anymore. Slowly how this writing fades, Jana will probably leave my life.
Day 57:
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Really starting to creep in that this is all over very soon. So way too soon
Yes, I most certainly CAN do it again!
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Re: Jana's Lounge, 2013
Jana's little slave girl with day 57 report.
Sorry guys, I had no idea when I posted all those pictures.
OMG it took me over an hour just to do mine.
Mine where all ones I thought ultra hot so it was
amazing. Was sure I would quit before the end.
Nope, said my Mantra, drank water; kept going.
Very much a hypnotic quality. I went almost into a trance.Teaser wrote:Moments
- It's almost of an hypnotic quality.
The moment you realize that the edge is the new orgasm. And orgasm is a just faint memory. And that is accepted again.
The moment you realize you have completely surrendered your sexuality. To J.
The beta endorphins flooding my brain. Addicted to Jana.
janmb said
I hike the Sierra Nevada Mountains, especially in or near to Yosemite National Park.Really starting to creep in that this is all over very soon. So way too soon
Climbed many a high pass. When I near the top and look ahead and see almost at the end.
I feel the same way that day 58 makes me feel. Almost to the top. Keep going.
Then I always pause and look back at where I came from.
I came from all the way down there?
Jana has lead us on this amazing journey.
I have done things I deemed impossible, like physical chastity, hours of edging, 12 hours in the gym per week.
A clean room!
Then I wonder what is on the other side of the pass?
Dare I go there, is it to far or difficult?
Perhaps there is a faint trail after the pass.
No matter I vow to keep going, following all of Jana's rules on day 61, 62, 63 ....
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Day 59:
Wow.
Those kind and heart warming words. I simply had to read this twice.
"...the spirit of Jana..." I will try - no, not trying, I will keep it that way in my head.
Off to bed, anticipating the last session...
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A nice comparison
Wow.
Those kind and heart warming words. I simply had to read this twice.
"...the spirit of Jana..." I will try - no, not trying, I will keep it that way in my head.
Off to bed, anticipating the last session...
@little girl:
A nice comparison
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Jana's little slave girl here with her day 58 report.
Oddly, really enjoyed this session. The slow stroking was comforting.
Once back into chastity slept like a baby.
Had an incredibly strange dream, not even sure if it made any sense.
Jana sent me a message saying, meet flight 123 at SFO.
When you see someone with a black silk top, you will please them in every way.
Was dressed like a sexy little girl, saw the stranger get off the plane.
What was it? A Man, a woman, a TV?
woke up throbbing in the chastity clinging to Jana bear.
Hugs to one and all.
Off to do day 59.
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Jana's little girl with day 59 post.
Had very very deep feelings about this.
As i read day 59 (Great!) wrote my comments.
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gap at day 60... where the coin game starts :(
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Apologies... fixed now, including an option of skipping to that part of the tease so you don't need to go through everything before that if you got stuck there.ElDorado87 wrote:gap at day 60... where the coin game starts :(
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Jana,
I haven't been nearly as good, loyal and ambitious in my servitude as I could have been. At some points, the commitment was testing my limits, and occasionally, following orders and meeting your lowest requirements seemed good enough. I feel horrible for that now. I did everything asked of me, always, and just as importantly never did anything I shouldn't do, but yet, I feel I could have done so much more, been even more loyal, more attentive, given more of myself back to you, here and elsewhere. Taken it upon me to do more of your optional tasks and so on. Oh well, too late for that now, I served at the level I did - honest and fair. My punishment is my bad conscience for knowing deep inside that I could have done more.
I give you my heartfelt thank you for giving us your time, attention, presence, beauty, and maybe most of all your deviousness - which I believe it or not have come to love.
I love the way our paths separated at this point, and truly hope they may cross again in the future so I may mend my ways and serve you better.
Thank you Jana - be well.
I haven't been nearly as good, loyal and ambitious in my servitude as I could have been. At some points, the commitment was testing my limits, and occasionally, following orders and meeting your lowest requirements seemed good enough. I feel horrible for that now. I did everything asked of me, always, and just as importantly never did anything I shouldn't do, but yet, I feel I could have done so much more, been even more loyal, more attentive, given more of myself back to you, here and elsewhere. Taken it upon me to do more of your optional tasks and so on. Oh well, too late for that now, I served at the level I did - honest and fair. My punishment is my bad conscience for knowing deep inside that I could have done more.
I give you my heartfelt thank you for giving us your time, attention, presence, beauty, and maybe most of all your deviousness - which I believe it or not have come to love.
I love the way our paths separated at this point, and truly hope they may cross again in the future so I may mend my ways and serve you better.
Thank you Jana - be well.
Yes, I most certainly CAN do it again!
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