Diary: Nightmares Become Reality series

[Tobias23]

Dear Milovanians,

I'm doing it again, attempting a webtease series for real. No cheating, no skipping, no reading ahead. Some community members helped me pick out the series, without spoiling the content. Special Thanks to d3vi0n for uploading this series on his TeaseMe thread, otherwise this wouldn't have been possible. You can find his thread here:

http://www.milovana.com/forum/viewtopic.php?f=2&t=6993

You can download teaseme and this series among othere there. I choose this series as it was very highly rated and recommended. Last year when I attempted the Amy series, another member of this community tried this series, but I kept my eyes away from his thread, to avoid spoilers. Now I can finally read it after I progressed far enough into this series.

And now onto some quoting myself from last time:

Why do I intend to write this public journal?

To be honest, to keep myself from cheating. I hate for people to see me fail, and after writing this big introduction it would be humiliating to admit failure and giving up. In that way it forces me to stick with this series until the end.

The second reason is, I want to share my journey with someone. I can't tell my reallife friends about it, so I am reaching out in an anonymous way, but publicly enough since I've had this account for years, and before that on od.com, so I am known to some.

Limits

Before I start I always set myself some limits. I expect the tease to be resonable, so I don't have to mention normal limits. I try to think of things that often occur in teases, which I can't do for some reasons:
- kneeling (medical issue, not to long on a pillow is ok though)
- public outing (if its hidden it's okay, like wearing a thong or buttplug, but not putting on a womans dress)
- visible marks (anything that can't be hidden by my swimming trunks, eg. can't write slut on my chest)
- buying new toys (I got a big collection, including 3 chastity belts, I spent way too much money on it already, I don't want to give myself excuses to buy more)
- three weeks time (I know it is a seven part series, but I'm not sure if the parts have to be done daily. In case of waiting periods, I set this limit to be reasonable)

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Well thats all for now I think, I will be posting reports on a daily basis. I'll take a shower now, I want to be clean and smell good for my first day :) (and dive into the fantasy)


Spoiler warning!
The reports each day will contain spoilers about the series.

[Unkn0wn]

Good luck! Hope you enjoy it ;)

[Tobias23]

Day 1 - Part 1

Well done! The tease starts of with a dream of 'my' ex-girlfriend, who apperently loved to dominate me, and deny my orgasms. She starts teasing me, making me beg, and ofcourse my current girlfriend hears me begging in my sleep. Hearing that she is eager to fulfill 'my wish' and deny me my orgasms. So the dream turns into reality, thus the title.

So why is it called nightmares? Because while teasing and denial is fun, it is also very challenging and frustrating. On the one hand you love a dominant girlfriend who denies you, on the other hand you really want to cum. It's a conflict I always have in me, and the tease really reflects on that problem. You want it, you dream about it, you crave denial, and yet it is a nightmare at times.

A nightmare that became reality, and 'my' girlfriend starts ordering me to stroke for her. And while I stroke she talks to me, the pictures change, and a lot of pages in this tease. It sets a nice pace, rather then having one picture with a wall of text. Sadly the 'how i stroke' is not controlled, I would have loved some sounds, and some challenging forced stroking. I love being force to stroke, and having to struggle not to cum or stop.

So I wasn't even close to an edge when she demanded it for the first time. I would have loved some more build up, but eh. And after the teasing went on, and a few more edges I was very turned on and ready to do all kind of kinky stuff, ready for more! And then she stopped, sending me away until tomorrow!! AWW. I really was hoping for a longer part 1

Waiting eagerly for the day to pass, so I can get to part 2 ^_^

[Tobias23]

Day 2 - Part 2

So I was very eager to start part 2 today. I had a lot of moments yesterday evening, wanting to touch myself, play with myself ... but I held myself back. Same this morning. And the moment I decided in my head to start part 2 for the day, I got hard inside my pants.

The story continues and my girlfriend teases me more. What I hated was the fast first edge again, after only a few moments of slow stroking, she wanted me to edge. I'm really proud of the stamina I build over the years, being able to stroke my hard cock and show it without having to stop because I edge to early. But she wanted me to edge quickly again, which took me some time. And the fact that I don't find having to edge so quickly that arousing, doesn't help to edge quickly!

Anyway I got there, and she continued to tease me. The second edge was much easier to reach for me! But I got a bit turned off when she said something like 'its starting to get intense' ... really? intense? It's day two and we're only at the second edge and she is calling that intense? I feel like she is over dramatizing the situation. Maybe this tease is more aimed at beginners, and I have too much experience. But even the protagonist in this series was teased and denied by his ex-girlfriend, so he is not a beginner either!???

Another problem I had when she mentioned my ex-girlfriend, inviting her over for day 7, and letting her decide over my orgasms. That is so illogical. Why would she invite my ex, and why would she give her the power. If she is into dening me, why doesn't she want to decide? And why doesn't she invite one of her girlfriends if she needs help to tease me? At this point I had a really hard time getting into the fantasy of it. Well enough ranting for now, maybe the story will pick up in the following parts!

So I had problems understanding the fantasy and diving into it, but that doesn't prevent me from following her orders and going on with the day! When she started talking about her strap-on, that was hot! Putting it on me, having to fuck her with that dildo, while my cock bounces useless in the air! Love that idea, and that got me going. And some more edges, and I was ready to go all crazy.

Then she offerend me to take away that aching feeling, for a few seconds, and thus introducing a CBT aspect. Short story is that I like cbt, and she wanted me to hit my balls hard five times, after the last edge. Problem is, that without having my balls tied up, they are very tight after a few edges, and it's hard to hit them 'good' that way. I tried my best to hit them hard five times, but it's not the same was if they were tied up and all exposed!

And that was it .... part 2 ended as shortly as part 1 ... a few edges, five slaps and I was done for the day. Not a bad thing when you want someone to be aching for more playtime! But she talked like it was a long and intense session and I must be aching so hard to cum and stuff ... well I am aroused, but more frustrated with the shortness of the session, which wasn't intense at all.

*sigh* here is hoping for part 3

[Tobias23]

Day 3 - Part 3

It has been three days since my last orgasm, and I used to jerk of daily before that ... sooo no matter the teasing of last two days, the desire and aching for an orgasm started to get strong today. I started part 3, already hard and ready for my session!

It startet out the same, a fast first edge, but I was used to it by now, and I got there way quicker than yesterday ... way quicker! Overall it was a very light teasing day again, leaving me aching for more and more, wishing it would go on for longer, and dreading the early ending. And sure enough, after a short while, I had to put my cock away, leaving me frustrated and horny.

One twist though. I was given a video, I have to watch before going to bed and again in the morning. I have to sit and watch, and ONLY in the last two minutes I'm allowed to touch myself. In fact she wants me to edge within those two minutes, and then let go and go to bed ... awww I hope I don't get wet dreams like that!

[Tobias23]

Day 4 - Part 4

First things first. Having to watch a short porn clip right before bedtime, and not being allowed to stroke for the first 9 minutes was frustrating! And then having to edge once, and go to sleep ... well sleep didn't come as easy, my mind was full of sexy fantasies, and my cock kept begging me to touch it. I didn't and sleep eventually came ...

Today the denial is really starting to hit me, I'm constantly aroused, and I have to force myself to do other stuff, as all I want to do it sit on my PC, watch porn and play with myself until I explode! But I'm not allowed to ... soo I was just eagerly waiting to start part 4.

Stroking felt soo good, and I savored every edge. I want to cum so badly, but I know I have to wait for the finale to get that great allowed orgasm! I also feel very kinky and I want to do all kinds of dirty stuff ... but sadly the tease so far is very soft, a lot of great teasing text, nice pace, but nothing else. I would love for her to explore more kinky fetishes!

I got another video for tonight .... I hope I don't wiggle around too long in bed afterwards.

[Tobias23]

Day 5 - Part 5

Sexy video ... and having to edge right before going to bed it really evil. I mean I often jerk off before bed, have a nice orgasm and fall asleep very fast. But so ... all those hot fantasies in your head, my cock aching to get that release .. but nooooo.

Anyway not mucht to tell about day 5 except one thing. The whole series doesn't seem to have any real sursprises, it always starts out with a quick edge, then some more stroking, teasing and a few more edges. All the parts until now seem to be very equal in length too, it's not like you get an hour long driving you nuts session one day, and only a quick minute the other. To be honest it is a bit boring if the same thing happens every day, and she doesn't seem to get any kinkier.

One surprise though ... well more of a choice I had to make. But it wasn't really a choice to be honest. She gave me the option to have an ruined orgasms today, but forfiting my orgasm on day 7 in exchange. Why the hell would anyone do that? I find ruined orgasms more frustrating then reliefing. So ... i don't know ... it felt stupid. So far I'm not that impressed with this series. The writing was off today too ... at some point she said things like "don't look so angry.." ... why would I be angry? In the fantasy I'm the guy with the hot girlfriend that is teasing me every day, building me up for that grand finale .... why would she asume I'm angry about it? It felt strangly out of place ....

Well two more days to go ...

[Tobias23]

I was hoping for someone to realize I didn't post part 6 report yesterday ... meh ;-( anyways:

Day 6 - part 6

Pretty much what I expected, stroking, edging, short. One thing turned me off again, as it felt wrong. She said to 'maybe skip the stroking today', and made it sound like having to stroke for her is painful. Gosh not stroking and no session at all would have been much, MUCH worse, way more frustrating. I'm soooo aroused right now, I want to stroke, I want to get down and dirty! And in her words it sounded like it was harder on me to make me stroke, instead of giving me a day off.... soo wrong ....

Sadly again no new kinks were introduced, only one little thing changed, I had to hold an edge at the end, but only for a short period of time. Gosh I'm so horny right now, any kind of kink would be fine, anything besides just plain strokes and edges!

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That was day 6, going on to day 7 now .... gosh I can't wait to blow my load, hoping the finale will be gooooood :)

[Tobias23]

Day 7 - Finale

So the tease started out with my ex-girlfriend being there too. The BEST part was, when my current girlfriend decided to send her away, because she was jealous of her! THAT felt real for the first time.

Sadly the rest wasn't as great, some teasing text, some uncertentiy if she would allow me to cum, some edges some stroking, and then a countdown to my first orgasm in a week!!! I mean no matter what happens, after a week of denial I would cum pretty hard any way ... very hard! But it wasn't the 'best' orgasm in my life by far. Very good, very intense, and I came 5min after the tease ended again for a second time. My balls were just that full after a week ^_^

But overall I'm disappointed with the tease, and I don't get it why it was rated so highly. I mean every part was rather short and light on the teasing side, I would still give it a 5/5 if the story was involving, but it wasn't. It felt wrong at many points, I didn't get into the fantasy at all. And each part followed the same exact sheme, a quick edge, some stroking, more edges, quit. No surprises, no change of pace. Those few ballslaps and videos were just very quick and tiny differences.

I'd give it a 3/5. Sorry.

cya
Tobi

[Pontos]

I was hoping for someone to realize I didn't post part 6 report yesterday ... meh ;-(

I recognized it but you could have been late or what ever.

I didn't like that series either.

[Tobias23]

Thank you Pontos!

To be honest I still don't get it why this series was so highly rated. Even the pictures were not that well chosen at times, I mean on one day she was wearing rollerskates and throwing me weird looks, and the story didn't even hint at the reason why she was doing that.

If I compare it to my favorte series (surrender into chastity) so far, this one seems even worse. I think part 4 of surrender-series took more work and to create than the whole nightmare=series, with all the different paths and answers and timers and sounds and and and, and part 4 of the surrender-series deserved a 6 star rating, but it was lower rated as the nightmare series, and that I don't get.