shell wrote:
You doin okay darlin? Your post, after the third one, comes up as about 10 hours ago and I just want to check up on you and make sure you are okay. *gentle smile*
Good Morning Shell,
I am doing well here, thanks for asking. The fact is I have been checking in here throughout, but felt a little awkward about the idea of several posts in a row being from me.
I live alone and had purposely set this time aside so that I had nothing to do but work on this challenge. I'm doing pretty good if I do say so myself. So anyway, the update:
After about number four I think it was, the ummm... loads were getting smaller and also thinner to the point I was always expecting the next one to just be dry, but that hasn't happened yet. Somewhere along the line I became very curious about what a totally dry one might feel like, and was almost hoping I would get to that point. Then I started thinking it may be painfull, so I didn't know what to hope for. Just knew I was going to continue.
Also starting around number four, ever-increasing willpower is required to do the ruin and not go for the gusto. But I have ruined all.
The ruining is also taking on a different character, even less satisfying than ruined orgasms normally are. Very frustrating. It's like what I'm getting out is....... I dunno, un-ripe cum that my body doesn't want to release yet, and it's making the orgasms increasingly more dull. I don't know how to describe that better, but I guess anybody on here who has done the challenge knows what I mean.
I'll say you were certainly right, speaking about the challenge of this whole thing (obviously, I knew this was true before the fact, but now I realize it first-hand. pun intended), I have spent some time playing around with a soft cock, willing it into rigidity and waiting for it to comply. Luckily, it hasn't failed me yet, just use a little patience. More than once, what has gotten me going was thinking about how I was following orders, doing this for someone else, so thank you for that.
I seem to remember reading somewhere that it takes the body, on average, 90 minutes to produce one load's worth of semen. That may well be true, because as I mentioned the loads were getting smaller as I was doing each about as soon as I could. Then I took a real break and sort of stepped away from everything for a bit and ended up with the longest break yet between orgasms, about two and a half hours. The next one after that break was surprising. The break was between seven and eight, by the way. I say it was surprising because, even though it was number eight, and even though I let go a second or two before the first spasm, it was a respectably sized load, and made it up to my chest. totally without satisfaction though :(
I think the reason is the time gap.
Anyways, I pretty much just buckled down and got to work on number nine right away and got there in just over an hour. Number nine was miserable. Almost that dry one I was talking about, just a few drops that oozed, no spurt. Also, no surprise here, the most frustrating one yet.
So now, I've got nine done and enough time left I could wait around long enough to be assured of avoiding that dry heave orgasm, or I could keep driving forward, see if I find out what it's like. What do you think? *wink*
I was also thinking about maybe trying to get 11 in under the wire, but I don't know if that would upset you, as it would not be following your instructions.
This has been a fun, challenging, eye-opening experience; and, now that my long-winded ramblings nobody cares about are through, I'll be off to finish the experience. ttfn
fearghas
"Tomorrow is the most important thing in life. Comes into us at midnight very clean. It's perfect when it arrives and it puts itself in our hands. It hopes we've learned something from yesterday."
- Marion Morrison
, I couldn't help myself ruining them just makes me want to do it again straight away.