sissyfication

[do_anything]

i am interested in at least partially converting my self into a sissy, as in do not masturbate AT ALL like a man, only way i can masturbate i by rubbing my "clit" with one finger, and i want to only allow my self to orgasm while being fucked hard in the ass.

the problem i am having is with self control, i always end up masturbating normally regardless of punishment, any tips? maybe some punishments that will insure i never masturbate again.

and anything else that would make me more of a sissy would be great, my wife does not yet know of my goal, but she does know i enjoy anal, so for now I am a little limited, i do shave both my "clit" and sissy hole regularly.
tips? punishments? and maybe some challenges might be fun. thanks!

[tease_this_sissy]

Try these teases. They involve forcing you to masturbate just like you want to. Could be a good way to get you into the habit of using your clit like it is. hope you enjoy

http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showt ... p?id=11690
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showt ... p?id=11843
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showt ... p?id=12795
http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showt ... p?id=16080