I was allowed to play
Before I was given the privilege of touching myself, YI had me put on clothespins, two on my balls, as well as my nipples and one on my cock. I was then told to insert my largest dildo, and enjoy the feeling for five minutes. By far, what I remember the most of those five antagonizing minutes is the pain in my nipples. I’m fairly convinced they hate me as much as I hate them… In the end I believe to have been instructed to ride the dildo as well which felt nice, but wasn’t enough to have me forget the sharp pain of the pegs. What was truly the hardest part was the fear of removing them, which I’m quite sure, made me curl up in pain. It is the first time I’ve worn clothespins for more than two minutes, and certainly the most difficulty I’ve ever had.
Once I was finally free of the clothespins and dildo, I was allowed to touch (Which felt amazing after a month of no stimulation by the way). At this point chat was encouraged to participate, as YI had me edge to each picture linked in the room. I lost count after the first seven edges, as I was more than a little lost in the sensations.
For the last part I was to watch a movie a kind user, whose name I have forgotten, posted. The movie was a compilation of orgasms, and I where to edge to every other one, and rest to those in between. This was to be done with my dildo lodged in my ass, which made it more than a little difficult to control the edge, and the entire ordeal had me shaking whenever I was on the edge, not to mention I had to make a conscious effort to keep my hands off during every rest period. At the end of the video I was constantly shaking from pleasure, at which point YI decided I needed to be locked back up.
The hardest and most humiliating part, mentally, was probably performing the entire ordeal on cam for YI. It’s the first time I’ve accepted doing that, and required quite a bit to accept. Although the clothespins where by far the most challenging part of the physical ordeal.
Since then I’ve been ordered to add stockings or tights to my daily wear of female undergarments, meaning I’ll be wearing a garter belt with attached stockings, as it’s the only type I have. The feeling of silk pulling against me is quite amazing, and the vision equally humiliating whenever I go to the toilet, or whatever else reasons I have for dropping my pants.
Since I’ve been an idiot and forgetting updates, my dear keyholder has seen it fit to punish me for my lacking updates. As such I have gotten 45 days of added chastity (3 days for each day since my last post). Since YI is so generous he has offered me to do two tasks, which will reduce the count by 15 each.
1) The first task is pretty simple. Dressed up all ladylike and with pegs clamped onto my nipples, I’m to fuck myself with my dildo for a minute for every day I was late with my post (15), while on webcam.
I’ve had a really hard time to decide if I should do this task, the webcam and clothespins are the cons, the dildo is definitely a pro (though I’m not sure if it will be after 15 minutes). In the end, as my body still remember the pain of enduring clothespins for five minutes (not to mention the torture when they came off), I’ve decided against doing it, as I seriously doubt I’d be able to pull it off.
2) Do the following tease (I have only been allowed to read the starting page, before my decision) - http://www.milovana.com/webteases/showt ... p?id=18698
Since I doubt I’ll be cumming for the tease, I expect it will involve some nasty substance, which I will most likely end up devouring. For some reason I really hate the idea of eating something which has been put together by random ingredients, the fact that it has to imitate cum does not make it better!
In the end I’ve decided not to take on the tasks, and instead accept the extended denial as my full punishment.
Below spoiler is a picture of my new daily underwear as well as your new serial number (028757).
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I've edited in the correct time now :S