Nadine,
First of all I want to thank you for that interesting experiment. Or should I rather say experience?
When reading through the reports of the other participants it seems as I'm the one who is different
It continues to be easy over the whole period of time like I already reported for the first 3 days.
With avoiding porn and any other kind of stimulation I just didn't get horny. Only when playing with my nipples a bit I was hard. And then it was really hard not to stroke. But I could easily avoid this by simply not playing
I only did it 2 times. And yesterday I was biking after work with some colleagues, so I was too worn out to think of stroking anyhow
- Why did you choose this group?
I picked group B because I believe I watch too much porn anyhow. And if I would be allowed to touch my cock it would be very hard to not stroke or at least stop right in time before cumming. So I picked one hard thing (no porn) and one a little easier (no touching). (copied from previous post)
I suspected to be kind of addicted to porn, but it seems I'm not
- Do you think it would have been easier for you in another group?
No. I really thought that watching no porn will be the hardest choice for me. But maybe it wasn't.
Now I guess the other two options might have been harder because they allow constant arousal but deny orgasm.
- Did your expectations how this week would go for you come true?
Kind of...
I hoped it would not be too difficult (only one week) and was right.
I feared it would be very hard to do without porn and was wrong.
- How do you feel now, after finishing this task?
Good
I'm happy that I could finish this task without getting in trouble. And the urge to orgasm is not so big that it suppresses that feeling.
But as I decided to let the decision on how (and when
) to orgasm up to you I have that tense anticipating feeling upon what you might have in store.
- Did you slip and make an error during this week, if yes explain it, why and when.
No.
- If you had to do it again, would you choose the same group?
Hmm, I don't think so. I guess I would pick one of the other groups to increase the challenge.
- How much on a scale from 1 to 10 (10 being the highest) do you crave an orgasm?
If a 10 is being on the edge then maybe 2 or 3.
Finally, Nadine may I ask you kindly for a 'special orgasm task'? Until then I will stick with the rules of my group. (If you want to PM it you can write in German is you prefer).
Again, thank you very much
Barsoom