You might be projecting... :)rubbersexdoll wrote: ↑Sat Jan 28, 2023 3:17 am
Unfortunately (well, I guess you're not a fan though) Miki dropped of the face of the earth in September of 2021. She probably found her forever payslut and the contract included her never making a video again. My guess is a Saudi prince...
I feel this needs a pretext.
Most men who "enjoy" that power dynamic (Miki fans) do it because edging is part of denial, and edging results in intense sexual excitement and great erection - both things I can only feel only when I am in great health and great mood. I learned by trial and error that too much ejaculation ruins my well-being (I get headaches next day, I need to sleep few hours more for several days after to recoup, I get flare-ups of neurodermitis and arthritis etc). So I learned how to ride the edge and even have an orgasm without triggering ejaculation (it is very simple, it boils down to ejaculation being reflex triggered by too much stress in pelvic area, which comes from you twitching penis, anus and muscles around prostate - keep them relaxed and you are gliding in the bliss). I still have premature ejaculation sometimes (premature being - before I wanted it to happen, even if we fucked for 20 minutes it can still be premature if I did not want to ejaculate at all that day), but as they say - practice makes perfect, and I like to practice this.
The estim for me is a great tool to practice staying relaxed, especially when spicy signals come - and this particular work is really one of the best for me (probably THE best) + it influenced me to decide to try poppers, which made experience next level. I usually practice it when my wife is travelling, as I very rarely have dry orgasms on estim (this release was first one where I experienced it) so often ends in spill - reason why I never do it in week when she will return. I try to not ejaculate more than once a week, and my wife perceives cum as some kind of reward (maybe is a kink of hers, not sure), but lately I do not even really feel the desire to cum, I can orgasm with her while we have sex (without ejaculating) and I really love to see her struggle afterwards to get the cum out, sometimes starting to beg when she has no more stamina after having tried all the ways to pleasure me.
So, to get back to why I wrote this - if I was a Saudi prince or anyone with f-u money, I would never even consider employing Miki. I would get one or 2 more bimbo wives and they would compete who will get the reward of the month (when I fail to hold it). Or they can decide to do it together and share the reward
Maybe she just fell in love and/or got married. It does not seem she ever had respect for any of members of her cult, maybe she actually likes masculinity
