Have I rewired myself

[mainman]

Hi guys

I got a feeling I have accidently rewired myself. I usually have a high libido and where sex is not on the table i usually go for a prostate massage. I discovered prostate messaging when i was single and not only loved the experienced but got addicted to it. Now im not single but like i said if sex is not on the table that this is my next best option.

Now recently ive seen a drop in cum levels so i have asked people here for their advice. I was recommended supplements etc but i have also refrained from any self pleasure meaning only sex is the chance i get to cum. Usually this 3 times a week. Ive seen a bit of an increase in cum levels so i thought i got back to my usual on the side prostate play. But the problem is i dont have the desire or cant be bothered with it despite knowing how good it feels.

Im curious has this period leaving my prostate alone rewired me back to my non prostate massage days?

[stkk2]

I hate to say hopefully, but I'll say it. I hit a really strange plateau at the beginning of last year and took a month off of pornography, masturbation, etc. It rewired me completely. Am I back at Milovana? Sure, by choice. But to me, I took this as a good sign about the flexibility of the brain. If you want to go back to prostate massage--something I'm fond of myself but can't quite bring myself to talk to my significant other about--you can do so by choice. But again, I don't know if I know anyone who can be wired multiple different ways. Maybe it's an either or thing?
Best of luck!